BROKEN :(

i never imagined that it will be so tough.
as i am all alone right now,
something went wrong,
i don’t know how?
i thought we had the truest love.

i thought, people like us were very few.
who had feelings which seemed so true.
now they are falling like some dew.
not at all sure about the next move.

the only thing that i have is me.
when he was there, i felt so free.
how that he tried to leave.
these feelings i don’t know whom to give.
i stand alone this terrible dark,
begging badly for a little apart.
as he left on my heart a holy mark,
i have nothing to do but to lark.

i see the face of a gun,
as i know that how to overcome.
my life now is devoid of all the fun.
now i see that everything is none.

but one thing aboutwhich i am sure,
is that my heart is always pure.
i will never give up until i cure my heart,
which is always true.

i loved him with all my soul.
to hit his back is my goal.
before i run out of fuel.
i surely wont become a fool.

i can’t see someone in his place.
the only thing i picture is his face.
our love ran with such a pace.
to get him back, i want some ways.

wish i could feel him once for the last time.
wish i could tell him that i am not fine.
wish i could look back at all her signs.
wish i could tell him that ‘you are mine’.
wish i could say that ‘you hurt me’.

never did i accuse him for all he did.
for him i sound so stupid,
when i say that i did bleed.

i will convince him , i don’t know how?
perhaps i will show him all my love.
which is always hard to see.
but i will surely find a key.

 I woke up in the morning with single drops of tears, I dont really expect that HE can broke my heart like this, want to know the real story ?

well just keep reading. 

One afternoon (thursday) during the school time my bestfriends jeassica and jeanine told me something about F*ck sh*it guy! they said that the two of them texted him last night and ask “Mhal mo ba tlga si DEN?” and he answered “WALA NA KASI KAMiNG TiME MAGBONDING” [ MY 6ossh !! how can he had time , eh he’s always busy in he’s studies, and we already talked about that matter , We broke up but we were still gonna have ” commitments” to each other. But then it dont matter most, the question is “MAHAL MO BA TALAGA SI DEN??” do you think he answered it clearly and satisfying ? NOPE.  And then their conversation goes on and finally said that “NAGBAGO NA KASI FEELINGS KO SA KANYA”.   OHA ! pinahaba nya pa uasapan . d nya pa dineretso !!

it really gives me a big OUCH !! my heart felt a deep pain feels like its brokening into peices no not peices into POWDER !T.T

do i look pathethic ? to pitty for myself??  whats wrong of loving someone that I kow he also love me but time goes he’s feeling has changed.